over my head

this song sums up my emotions right about now. i feel like im just drowning in life and not really living it to the fullest ya know. i just feel so lost and constantly alone . i miss my best friend, i miss the people that were taking from me to soon, DJD it was so good seeing you last night come back soon.i study Buddhism in my spare time and  buddah once said " the answers are not in the sky the answers are in your heart" well i have looked in my heart and its all a mess, i know im supposed to look whole heartedly but what if my heart isnt whole anymore cause life has slowly been taking pieces away and i dont know how to get them back ? i guess i just have to take it one day at a time .